#confession5

Hi everyone,
I got married to my husband before 9 years. 3months after marriage, arguments, misunderstanding started but because that I am pregnant we didn't think of divorce. I resigned my job during my last trimester because my health was very weak and my parents are very old enough to get the support from them. After delivery, my husband got abroad opportunity and he left me and my daughter at my mom's place. After that he didn't even bother us. He didn't even celebrate my daughter's 1st birthday. He raised visa for me and my daughter after 5 years and we finally started living together. One fine day, I came to know he is having affair with a married woman and he confessed that he had affair when I am not around him but not continuing. But he is still in contact with that woman who is living with her husband and 2 kids. I confronted him with all the proofs and he finally said he will continue talking to that woman. I don't know what to do now. I am jobless, helpless. I and my daughter have become alone now. I feel like doing the same to him. Cheat on him but I don't want to be a wrong example or change like him. I don't want to get separated from him as I fear to live in this world alone. Will he change as time pass? Is that woman will be a passing cloud? My husband thinks that she is a true love. But that lady is completely fake and all her chat with my husband is really drama and my husband don't understand and don't know why my husband is mesmerized to her who is not at all worth for true love.