#confession1

I'm 29 year old, female, I have got married in 2021 amidst pandemic. Everything was going well, suddenly almost a year ago, my husband went to foreign country due to his office project. He left me here with my mother-in-law. I have taken all the responsibilities of household and earning 30k per month. However, in the month of December, I lost my job and could not inform it to my family. Noone knew it and I was going through a big financial issue. Thus, I have got to know about instant personal loan applications, have taken loan of almost 50,0000. Due to the lack of demand, I have not got any job and under the debt of 50000 bugs. Collection agent has visited home, so my in laws got to know about it. They are making me low and not trusting me. I could not arrange the money. Can anyone please suggest me a way out? I can not ask help from my husband.