When my brothers got seperated with their wives I make sure that I'll always check on them and made them feel that no matter what I'm just always here when they needed someone to lean on. I know that for you guys, bringing up conversation about your problems are really hard but I didn't forced you to talk. I stayed there for you guys not just a sister but also a friend that you can drink and laugh with. It just really breaks my heart that because of a woman our sibling relationship will be torn apart. I never interfere to your love lives infact I always support you guys but like what the heck! Are you just gonna really ignore your son/daughter's feeling because of that woman you are loving?

Since our 3rd sibling died because of suicide I see to it that our family we'll never be broke again. I always make effort to gather us, siblings.

Why is it so easy for my brother to say those words? The way he said it I was the one who's being proud and arrogant when the truth is, I always do everything just to make our family together even if I'm not the one who's in fault. I always come to them and I eat my pride even if I'm right. I just want our family to be okay and whole again.

How to be unbothered? I just want to be one. But how can I do that. How can be unbothered specially to you people you guys are my family 💔💔

I just needed to release this fully kept feelings. I'm about to burst. Just really don't know what to do😭