I planned to hide but i didn't plan to end my mission.
I was stuck between the light and darkness.
I can't see my goal as I was dreaming my achievements.
I was good back then, but they see me as a blacksheep.
I used to be have patience, but I can't hold my temper.
I was happy in the past, do good things but it did not ended well.
I tried to be loved, but been hated by everyone.
Now, I realized that I was the one, myself to blame all the faults I made.
I am the problem, the worst daughter, the ignorant worker, in short I am nobody to anyone else.
God gave me time to end my missions but I haven't done anything until I was punished, disoriented, depressed
And I just wished I should die in the past, because I am a failure.