Yung depressed ka na, lalo ka pang na depressed.

Hindi pala ako pwede sumaya, pag hindi ako kumpletong tao.
Hindi ako pwede umiiyak, kase kasalanan ko naman
Hindi pala ako pwede sa lahat, dahil ikinahihiya nila ako
Hindi pala ako pwede dahil wala akong pakealam

Sana hinayaan niyo na lang akong mamamatay.

Hindi pala ako pwedeng sumaya

I planned to hide but i didn't plan to end my mission.
I was stuck between the light and darkness.
I can't see my goal as I was dreaming my achievements.
I was good back then, but they see me as a blacksheep.
I used to be have patience, but I can't hold my temper.
I was happy in the past, do good things but it did not ended well.
I tried to be loved, but been hated by everyone.
Now, I realized that I was the one, myself to blame all the faults I made.
I am the problem, the worst daughter, the ignorant worker, in short I am nobody to anyone else.
God gave me time to end my missions but I haven't done anything until I was punished, disoriented, depressed
And I just wished I should die in the past, because I am a failure.

Ang hirap maging malaya sa mga taong akala mo matutulungan ka, pero sila din ang rason kung bakit naging ganto ako