"One of the constant in this universe is CHANGE."

Letely I felt alone and lonely. I've been searching around for any way to figure out. Checking every drawer in my head, just hoping to find something that guides me back. And then I found out it's because of so much has changed such as. . .
PEOPLE, PLACE AND TIME.

Mag emo lang ako sandali orb. ☺️

I'm all for "development and change" but this gentrification got me feel some type of way. For real. I'm on my feelings.

How can something that was so close to you; something that defined you, made you -- make you feel so distant at all? Why do I feel so alienated at home? Maybe I was so deep in my sleep I didn't see the change. Maybe I was too preoccupied with survival I didn't even care to look around. Maybe I just miss the simpler times. Maybe I just miss old days; miss the days when I knew every people on our street. Maybe I just miss the time when my friends and I were the only people left out side setting beside in the gutter: talking, laughing and playing guitar while singing till dawn. Maybe I'm just being and emotion. But then again I am an emotional. Maybe I just need to stfu. Maybe that's what life way back then without any gadgets and internet. Maybe that's what batang 90's symbolises. Maybe I need to shut my eyes. Maybe I just miss my old self. Maybe I just miss not giving a sh** what the world thinks. Maybe I just miss not having responsibilities. Maybe I just miss the good old days...implying the old days were good: maybe. I wish I could turn back time or maybe rewind one more time. The world is full of uncertainties -- and all I got is a simple word --> MAYBE.

#feelingnostalgia