I think the worst kind of living is living without hope.Having nothing to look forward to.Everyday just the same pain and stress and worries .. honestly it's tiring.when your dreams seem completely out of reach and you start to give up.Thinking 'maybe when I had those dreams I was just a child'.When you're at this point in your life it's super easy to get addicted to things,you look for anything to take you away from reality..That's how days go by and you end up a wasted adult.

Edit: I shared something personal and I don't feel better
apparently no one is going to save us.. it's us to change our lives for the better.